Thursday, August 26, 2010

A is for...

Sorry for leaving y'all on that very exciting cliff hanger from monday but I have been so busy at work that I haven't been able to write (nor cry, which I guess is a great thing).

For the past 2 days I have been thinking of things to do and googled 'verbs that start with a' and got annoy and arrest, does that not sound like kidnapping to you? So new rule for my mission, nothing illegal. I also found ACCESORIZE I know what you are thinking, this is a cop out and I am not doing anything I don't normally do. But trust me as much as I love clothes and shoes I have this insecurity when it comes to accessorizing so normally I stay far far away from that.

Tuesday I went simple and wore silver leaf dangling earrings, black cardigan, and my watch. The earrings are not that big and my hair was down so it wasn't too bad. But on wednesday I got ballsy and wore some ridiculous white flower earrings, that I saw on someone else and thought "holy cow thats really cute" but I spent the whole day feeling like a little girl playing dress up. It may sound stupid but it just doesn't feel like me and as cute as they were on that woman holy crap they were wrong for me. Well, I also wore a head band. which was kind of cute and it was black so it blends into my hair but I came to a big conclusion about head bands, if you wear glasses, headbands suck. The area behind my ear where the head band and glasses overlap became a super nova of a all head aches so by 1030 headband was gone! Today I went back to the silver leaf earrings, a different cardigan, watch and (wait for it) a belt!

On a different note I have still been doing this aerobics thing. let me state something for any other chubkinz out there that want to start working out, DON'T! I have spent the past two days walking like John Wayne and at 23 the whole day yesterday I sounded like my grandmother complaining about my back everytime I moved. But I guess it will be worth it to actually fit into jeans properly.

Ariel brought up a very valid point, blogs suck with out pictures so I will be posting pictures tonight when I get home.
 my look today.

Monday, August 23, 2010

Week one, Day one, Letter one.

Ugh! nothing else in the world annoys me as much as starting something. I like the middle and end but the begining always makes me a little anxious. so here i go...

Day one! After crying myself to sleep last night, I have decided to man up and quit feeling sorry for myself, tears solve nothing and I already have big eyes so it just make my face look all puffy. Today I start my little adventure in alphabet world and I am going to be doing (drum roll please) AEROBICS!!!

I will start my day with a little Jackie Warner on FitTv. She always makes me feel so motivated plus she really kicks my Ass. I mean how the heck does she know to say "Don't stop now, only three more" or "Keep that chin up" exactly when I am dragging and sagging? I swear it's a little creepy I think she is watching me from somewhere. This should get me all warmed up for the day though.

Later, I am going to go to an Aerobics class. Which always makes me feel a little ridiculous stepping around and being drenched in sweat in front of complete strangers. I always stick to the back corner, usually behind some larger woman, so no one can see me huffing and puffing after two songs. It definitely keeps the embarrassment factor down but, eh, it'll be fun!

Now if only I can think of other A activities?